Christmas gift

well....before i knw it, i realise Christmas is just 2 weeks from now. my Christmas cards have not mail out yet. shit man...and so far, only serendipity's Christmas gift was purchase. shit man.....

well...this year i will be doing gift exchange with the following, if anyone of you is going to exchange with me let me know hor, otherwise, my shopping iwll be carry out this thurs which is tml...haha


1) serendipity
2) missy
3) kelly
4) jess
5) 19th Christmas dinner
6) Jasmin


not sure who else....rong rong? eh....zoe? ting? anyone exchanging have to let me know hor...


closing the door behind, another door seems open for me
everything in there is so beautiful and i decide not to hold back
when i reach for the door, another person refuse to let me pass
end up i fought thru it and got thru
i do have happiness and sadness in there
mixture feelings which every single one do experience before
but as the days goes by, dark clouds seems to cover the sky once a while
Now the clouds stay even longer and longer
daylight never seems to come, even it does, only some light mange to get thur the clouds
now that you expedite the process, by putting in one more person in the room
one room can never have more than a person
now i am fighting, should i leave this door and never look back, or shall i wait?